Minulla on sielunkumppani.

Link sanoo:
im mortally tired. this world is sick. ppl care just children that have cancer or some other illness. but never ever they wont see me or ppl like me. never they would not open their eyes and look how badly im broken inside. depression is a curse. no one never say any encouraging word for you. ppl treat me like i was choose this on my own! depression is illness that could kill. as cancer...

Link sanoo:
BUT the different is there that depression is mentally disease unlike cancer. you couldnt never ever prove to anyone that you really are sick and you really need help. cancer - you dont need prove anything. the illness prove itself coz its physically noticeable.

Link sanoo:
btw, do you SI'ing?

Severi sanoo:
SI'ing? What that means?

Link sanoo:
self-injuring.

Severi sanoo:
Aa. And yes, I self-injuring myself. Nowadays not so often as year(s) ago.

Link sanoo:
ok. im SI'ing myself since i was 13 y.o. now as often as then. so almost everyday.

Link sanoo:
but no one was ever think that i might have serious problems. they just think that i try to beg some attention. it hurts when ppl treat me like this. im not a monster, lunatic or anything. i just feel very bad.

Severi sanoo:
I know the feeling.

Link sanoo:
you are like me. lonely and accused, and also mentally decay. but still you have good sense of humor and will to fight your way out this blackness. you got my respect, mate.

Severi sanoo:
Well.. I feel myself very confused right now. Thanks your words, I put them deep in my heart, so I don't forgot them.

Link sanoo:
i hope you could put me in your heart. may be then i would not be so lonely anymore. and i promise i would not hurt your heart!

Severi sanoo:
Now I'm embarassed. : D Blushing, because of your words.

Link sanoo:
haha.

Severi sanoo:
But my heart is reserved for another guy. If he would ever come back.

Link sanoo:
thats okay. i could still be your soulmate. and you could me my soulmate.